02.22.2011

Ok, I get it. Crying women make people uncomfortable. I"M SORRY! I'm hormonal. Hormonal women cry. Apparently we cry a lot.

I don't know why I am so worried about the relationship with my guy. Well, actually, I do have a theory. I love him, he appears to love me AND THAT HAS NEVER TURNED OUT WELL IN THE PAST.
No. This is not the past. I need to stop with the negative bullshit.


Wow.



What's on my mind:
I'm going over there in 7 weeks and it will be great. It will be great even if the best thing about the trip turns out to be the scenery.
I don't think that's going to be the case, at all - and it occurred to me today that I'm not sure whether I'm more scared of the possibility that he might not be The One, or the possibility that he might be.

What's on my iPod: The Cars - Just What I Needed
I don't mind you hangin' out
And wastin' all my time
Cos when you're standin' oh so near
I kinda lose my mind